How lucky that you are in Satsang, an environment where you are reminded that all is okay. You are held in God's palm, so don't worry about having to take care of yourself. You have been doing that long enough. Now, you are getting to know how the Universe takes care of you. Gradually you'll feel a deeper peace inside that is not easily disturbed. Your moods will settle into a natural kind of equilibrium. It is recognized that the actions and reactions, which you previously felt deeply involved with, are perceived in this space of Awareness that you are one with, but you are not touched.There is a steadiness, a depth in this recognition, and great joy arises without reason.